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I can’t wait for tomorrow to be over. I love planning big events. But I get so stressed a few days before the event happens. I’m a perfectionist. I want everything to go right. Therefore my life becomes consumed by events.

I hate this…I wish I was not this way. But it is what it is. I want everything to be top notch.

Of course this causes more issues. Like trust. Sometimes I have to remind myself that Jesus is ultimately in control. He is in control of Spring Fest. Even if it rains and my angers burns a hole through my heart. Because my event did not go my way.

As the old saying goes, “work like it depends on you, pray like it depends on God.” I’m trying to remind myself of this truth.

Everyday my goal is to work hard, work to my max. Then leave the office, the to-do list and just “be.” It’s hard to let ministry go. It’s hard not to wake up in the middle of the night with so many thoughts, concerns and even dreams. But, at the end of the day I have to learn to “let ministry go.” Because if I don’t, then I’m not trusting God.


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